I so happen to come by my jeremy's blog and just some thoughts to share with everyone, since I WAS an innocent party of being cheated.
Inititally when I found out what happened, definitely, I was feeling sourish inside, & I felt so totally like a "whore"- (not literally, of course). I hated him, & I cursed him. But 2years down, after all feelings are gone. I realised, during that time, he was just making use of me (or rather, I found out, he never really did had feelings for me) So what? I don't have to regret, live and let live. Everyday is a new beginning to me, & so everyday I wake up awash with a fresh smile awaiting a brand new day & experience for me. After all, what does a "then" me know what LOVE really means. It was probably just an infatuation that came by, & immature me thought : "OMG. THATS LOVE!" looking back, I realised how foolish I am. If I could turn back time, I would have stayed single throughout. Or rather, I shouldn't have wasted my youth, with a horrendous looking guy with a bad character (like omg, what was wrong with me?) So now, I have made a promised to myself not to get into a relationship for the next 3years. Guys come and go, theres still a whole lot I haven't met. So whats the rush? To those still single out there & your age still begins with 1, I'm giving out my advice, stay single if you would? Multiple steadies do not mean victory or what not. We only live once, Live it good, Live it with no regrets. (To those start with 2 one ahh.... you're not getting younger already. hehe.) For now, I'm going to start anew, forget my past, (& learn from it). So my friends, if you would, please let me start afresh (we will start from there was no such person as "jeremy ong the shrek" in my past). Please.
Bless you.
JIAYI wrote at
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