A New Beginning..........
Its weird, how I didn't use to get stress over my studies. I used to study because people said I have to, because I didn't want to disappoint my parents. But right now, I'm actually studying because I want to. Bad results, mediocre results, excellent results, it didn't use to matter.... (except that I had to face a little guilt each time I had to report to my parents about bad results) I wasn't once, affected by my grades, (but of course, good results always calls for celebration).
The day when O'level result was to be announced, everyone around me were excited, anxious, nervous, in jitters. But I didn't understand that heart-stopping anxiety, which almost everyone experienced (the BlackJack syndrome) -"take in a deep b-r-e-a-t-h-e, peep, cover, thn peep again at the result slip, & when they finally summon enough courage, they decide to just flip it over, and face what they have to, be it good or bad"- there & then.
So, now on to polytechnic - where it was supposed to be carefree, no stress - I start getting affected by my results. Even breaking down once for Compro. & the more I get affected, the more I feel I'm getting worse. I do hope to make my parents proud, to achieve beyond their expectations, but its getting increasingly difficult to do so. No, I am definitely not stressed out, or under huge pressure. I know very well that I'm not putting in much effort, hugging legs for every single test, or praying hard that it all turns out fine, I'm still doing so for my sem exams, ha, maybe, its time to become a different person.
Say hello, to future me! (:
By Belinda Goldsmith
BEIJING (Reuters) - The Sydney Olympics ran out. Athens doubled the number. So organizers of the Beijing Games are hoping 100,000 condoms will satisfy the needs of Olympic athletes.
While sex is not an Olympic sport, it is expected to be an activity in the Beijing village housing 10,500 athletes, all of whom are in great shape and with plenty of free time on their hands once knocked out of the Games.
Athletes have received free condoms at every Olympics since Barcelona in 1992 to help raise awareness of AIDS, and Beijing is no exception.
"There are many young, strong, single people in the athletes' village and, like everywhere, some will fall in love or other things so we need to make condoms available," Ole Hansen, spokesman for UNAIDS China, told Reuters.
"A lot of these young people are not married or in relationships so we want to make sure they have the information and tools to protect themselves if they have sexual encounters."
The UNAIDS, the Beijing organizing committee BOCOG and International Olympics Committee are providing 100,000 condoms as part of a campaign on HIV prevention and anti-discrimination.
At the Sydney Games in 2000 athletes quickly exhausted a supply of 70,000 and another 20,000 had to be brought in.
The Foundation for AIDS Research, amfAR, said 100,000 were distributed at the Salt Lake City Winter Olympics in 2002 after a plan to distribute 250,000 condoms met protests by religious groups and was scaled back. At Athens in 2004 about 130,000 condoms were distributed.
Hansen said the number available at Beijing was based on previous Games' experience and in keeping with previous Olympics would be available at medical centers at athletes' centers in Beijing, Qingdao and Hong Kong rather than put in rooms.
"We have people here from all religions and cultural backgrounds, some of whom may feel uncomfortable or offended with condoms in their room," he said.
To be discreet, two condoms are tucked inside every a brochure about HIV that are available at medical centers.
"No one can see that you are carrying condoms to save any embarrassment," said Hansen.
"People are encouraged to take the leaflets and to take as many as they like. They can use them or take them home for friends and spread the knowledge and awareness."
Chinese condom makers have jumped on the Olympics bandwagon.
One manufacturer, Elasun, has come up with a set of cheeky advertisements featuring a stickman swimming over a rippled condom that looks like a wave, riding two condom rings like a bicycle, and using a condom as a basketball hoop.
Condoms depicting the five Olympics mascots are also for sale on various online sites although nowhere to be seen in official merchandise stories.
Source: Reuters
Basketball hoop:
Met up with my sweetieeeee todayyyyyy. ((((((: Its been 3-4 months since i last saw her. Aww. She's still as pretty as she is, Original plan was to study.. But we had to catch up with each other, so.. spent >2 hours talking to each other. BUT, i did finish 2 tutorials. & she was complaining about her ITB.. Hahaha. She's still the same old lousy-with-IT her. =/ HEHE. We're going to meet up soon again I think since both our holidays are coming up soon. YAY!
Fish & Co. Jungle Freeze. Apparently.. I forgot to take a photo of teh seafood platter until the plate was empty.
I've decided. In a bid to satisfy my materialistic needs. I shall be working this holiday, maybe 3/4days a week. & also, I'll be cutting down on money spent on food & entertainment, & use the money on material things instead.
So, in the next 2 months:
1) spend <$10 on every meal (unless its for special occasion)
2) no K. (not that I like/liked k-ing anyways, lol)
3) less movies (unless its a really must-catch film!)
4) strictly no snacks, unnecessary f&b (I'll be able to kill 2 birds with 1 stone this way, ha)
Hmm.... hopefully.. my skin would be back to the way it shd be soon. Its costing my parents a bomb. Sighhhhhhhhhhhh. Mum is always worried about it too. Hmm.
I'm planning to have my blog address change. "mmmalicious" sounds "malicious" which is obviously sooooo unlike me! (: LOL. yes. I shall make a change, soon. When I have the time. When I have the mood.
Hitting the gym tomorrow with Desmond, Alan, Derek, Jamie & WEIHAN! (: Studying after that.
Ms.Huang, STUDY HARD! You're lagging far behind. & quite screwed.
[Ahhhlina aka Bush aka Alinabubu aka Rong Rong aka Men Ling aka Bushybaby]'s Birthday videooooooooo!