Jiayi scribbles.

i don't know should i call it independent or pathetic.
okay, its i-n-d-e-p-e-n-d-e-n-t.

pfft.

i'm gna study with Robinsons friendsssss tmr at airport. YAY. Airport so coincidentally = Popeyes ! (: LOL.

Pooooooooot ! Oops. I just crop dusted ! HAHAHAHA.
Crop dusted = farting while walking/ walking while farting.
Oh, & I didn't do that by the way.

eeyer, so tempted to go sitex buy my poddy touch. stupid.
i feel quite guilty each time i see my bank account depleting. :x

JIAYI wrote at

11:50 PM

I WANT TO GO OUT TO STUDY TOMORROW !
& I'M LOOKING FOR A STUDYING PARTNER.
ROARS.

Freaking 10 emails to deal with within 12 hours. Record was 20. But that was in 1 day luh. dang. mes ah mes. -.- conquer all emails tomorrow !

❤ Baby bought me 3 kinder surprise ! (: ❤

wooohoooo. & the one i ate just now had tom & jerry puzzle. TOM & JERRY LEH ! my favourite childhood cartoon !

-bye-

JIAYI wrote at

12:53 AM

MRI (Magnetic Resonance Imaging)
I'm not going today. Changed my appointment to next thursday. (:

It somehow seems scary yet cool that I'll be lying there.
I always thought MRI was only for those brain tumour patients. But apparently it has become so advanced now.
Okay, wait. I think its more of scary now. 20 minutes leh !

Just to show you guys what is the difference between MRI & X-ray. Take note: these are NOT MY films.

MRI scan.

X-ray.
As you can see, MRI scan even shows the soft tissues in the body. So cool huh.

Went SP yesterday. (: By right was supposed to meet sweetie at 10. But by left we met at 11.45.
Because she woke up late ! HAHA. 1h45min off the time luh. Worse than me !
Studied a little on my own while waiting for her. Then went to her school's Moberly.

Met Marcus for lunch at FC1. So coincidentally, Marcus's friend = Amanda's friend friend.
So its like "my friend's friends = her friend's friends". -.- OKAY.
Then went to school for COMT at 3pm !

Met kenny to return video cam, thn met Jasper at Alumni to see..... SYF'06 VIDEO ! HAHA.
ongbak, next time show youuuuuuu.
After that went over to Srgn Ctrl's Mac to study with Marcus & ChiaChia.
Freaking noisy Mac luh.

I realise I really sound like a bimbo, flirt, whatever you call it ~
Yah, I think I do. DARN.

JIAYI wrote at

2:22 PM

*edited

Suckling pig from Sunday. (Gu Gu's treat) mmm.. Yummy okay.

Harn & I !
The rest of the photos....... when I'm "free-er"!

i think you guys should be able to guess how busy i've been.
i mia-ed for like 2days+. which is NOT a common sight.
neh.

left school early today to go TTSH for my doctor's appointment.
did a blood test, a urine test & scheduled for MRI scan.
& i have to skip lessons on this friday again to go for the MRI scan thn rush back to school again for ME Christmas Party (which i'm super looking forward btw).

I'm looking forward to holidays luhhhhhhh. Stressed up.

Should I go SP tomorrow ? Hmmmmmm.. I feel like going. If I go.. can find Marcus too. Been years since I saw him leh. think think. (:

-headache):-

JIAYI wrote at

7:52 PM

I haven't been gyming lately.
Been like super busy ?
I hope I'll get to hit the gym at least once next week.
Twice would be a miracle.
I feel sooooooooo fat la !
SHOO FATS !

CTs coming up soon.
Maxine & I are sooooooo screwed this sem.
EM3B = talking lesson.
EMAT = surf internet lesson.
Tell me, are we sooo gna die ?
EMAT is so gna screw us this sem.
AHHHH !

Okay, time to go out for dinner !
KJ kor kor is back in SG, & we're going for dinner at a restaurant tonight.
whoopeeeee ! (:

JIAYI wrote at

5:43 PM

I've been reflecting a lot on the past week events.
MES, School, Personal.
Its always good to reflect. You learn a lot.

'neways. Supposed to go out with Robinsons friends or TPJC classmates today. Butttttt.. parents were complaining that I hardly take dinner at home nowadays, & they wanted me to eat in. So, hum hum, no choice !

currently wrapping bestie's belated birthday presents.
i love wrapping presents, & i love receiving wrapped presents. because its a present full of sincerity. :D
but very sadly, a lot of people don't wrap presents nowadays. ):

I miss *!

JIAYI wrote at

11:55 PM

I got the sacred egg today. (:
HEHE !
After so long, I finally found Kinder Surprise in Singapore ! Woooo !
I know Cocoa Trees sell. But I bought the eggs at SGD$1.80 each. Whooopeeeeee! (:
I'm a happy girl now. LALALALALALALA.

TADA~! `MY EGG ! :D

I bought a pair. One for me.. one for my sis. YAY ! I'm a nice sister.

My Kinder "SURPRISE~!" hahahahaha ! I know.. its like kinda ugly. But who caressssss. :D
I thought Kinder Surprise was made in Germany, but apparently its made in Belgium.
Mmmmm. Belgium Chocolates. (:

JIAYI wrote at

10:36 PM

Some major issues cropped up today.
was intending of skipping Class Lunch,
but Maxine wanted to go.
& so we went Pizza Hut with classmates.
felt really uncomfortable being pressurised by time & having something weighing heavily in my mind.

Yi Heng's Beef Bolognaise.

Reagan Chew's BBQ Supreme.

Maxine's Beef Lasagne

x2 : Mine / Wei Ching's !

Class without the 5 of us. -.-

Then rushed back to school as soon as we finished. Maxine & I walked till we had stitch.

Spent some time trying to resolve crisis.

We're freaking Year1s.

& I don't feel good about it turning out this way either.

I was wayyyy prepared for today.

& I hate it when things get screwed up.

We learn & grow.

Effing Year 1s, thats what we are.

Stop shaking your head at me.

Slip of my mind,

my fault ?

Guess so.

JIAYI wrote at

11:55 PM

I opened my email inbox today.
& faced (23) new emails.
20 of which were NOT junk mail.
-.-

'neways, while i was homing today, i suddenly thought of marcus, & how long i haven't contacted him, haven't went to gym with him. & thn.. he called ! okay, thats like super coincidental can. he was going over to my school, & i was already on my way home ! so no luck ! the other day also same thing. except that i had lessons to attend instead. wthhhhhh!

mm, im praying hard for tmr. no rain no jacob. mmmmm ! Okay, I'll update again! (:

he simply makes me love my baby more. HMPH~! tough luck.

JIAYI wrote at

11:49 PM

I went out with beloved baby to Orchard today. ((: Retail therapy rocks.
Had dinner at NYDC.

MINE !

Boyfriend's!

OURS.

& thn the day before.. Celebrated my schoolmate of 10 years.. going 13years's birthday. ALAN YEO ! the guy who teaches a lot of wrong stuffs. (:

Birthday boy uh !

Red G-string for birthday present ?

Obscene shirt for him ?

Group photo ! & the erm.. "cool" & "cute" waiter.. as claimed by the 3 other females.

Manhattan Seafood platter.. once again.

my favourite... cheena BAO ! :D

& I had this at Tung Lok's Signature at Vivo on Friday.. managed to take this only cos I was damn bloody hungry. But I had Shark's Fin, Crab Roe Fried Cake, Abalone, Steam fish, Ribs. Okay, absolutely yummy. I'm supposed to have another dinner tomorrow at Oriental's Hotel, but I have to stay for Sports Week. & miss out on the good food. But its okay luh, otherwise 4 days of good food. Quite sinful.

My baby's great. (: I'm happy to have him.

& I'm so sorry that I didn't understand you.

What more can I ask for......? (:

Silver fonts are the good things now, my dear.

JIAYI wrote at

11:45 PM

IAC presentation DONE ! (:

I think our presentation was great. & I'm a proud owner of my peh peh teeee ! everything done by ME okay ! woooooooo ! ((:

& thn I was talking to Arthur. & he drew a Da Ge Da. So dumb. -.- HAHA. newest fashion statement ehhh. Its like touch screen.. with M2 card slot.. with Mp3.. Camera & all. -.-

& thn webcam-ed with this creature. HAHAHAHA ! Super cute can. (:

Okay, I have like super great friends. :D

They just simply make my day okay. Thank goodness I have such gooood friends to cheer me up everyday !

Anyways, I have a Maths test tmr, & I haven't studied. Ohgreattt !!! I'm soooo screwed.

& lessons tmr will be 8am to 8pm.

& I'm still online. Ohmygawdddd!

& anws, I'm soooo going to hit the gym tmr. Soooo guilty with all those food & not gyming.

Okay, bed time!

We seem to be living in a world of our own.

Busy? thats how are now.

Too busy to even care.

JIAYI wrote at

1:11 AM

I was supposed to go gym today. I even brought all my stuffs to school already. Along with my heavy bag + laptop. But I decided not to hit the gym, cos I have many things to complete ! ):
IAC presentation due tmr. I'm a proud owner of my peh-peh-tee. (: HAHAHA. I think I really make niceeeee slides. Wooooooo! -.- oops. sorry.

After tomorrow's IAC. I should be quite cleared. IAC is taking up pretty much of my time.
I bet, NO year 1 can ever be busier than I am. NONE.
Super uberrrr busy this week laaaaa. ):
Thank goodness I have like superrrrrrr great friends like Joe, Wei Han, Des & co. They helped ease my Sports Week burden. omg. I absolutelyyyyy love them to bits. :D

Currently at the schoooooool library doing IAC. I loveeeeeee the school library ! (: HAHA.

Some things that need to be known.
1) I have bad complexion
2) I'm fat
3) I'm attached.

That should deter you.

I don't know what I want either.............
its just too hard.

JIAYI wrote at

8:34 PM

what you're seeing now is....... me ! HAHA. okay, obvious. but yeah. I was using my webcam to camwhore after i bathed. okay, BATHED. see my hair ? WET ! Okay, I don't know why am I posting this. But I'm getting boredddddd you see.

I think I'm mad, seriously.

How can I be posting these unglam photos on my blog.

Ohmygawd.

Ya, but anws, I've got EMAT test tomorrow, & I haven't studied. So, I think..

I shall go sleep soon & wake up early to study tomorrow la !

Oh no wait ! I have to meet sweetie to help her with her PPT tmr !

But anyways, I'll run off now. BYE !

JIAYI wrote at

1:12 AM

Can you imagine if I have this + my red PSP + my red water bottle + my red sports bag.
AHHH. So niceeeeee! :D

Okay, I camwhored on my own after gyming at Alumni gym today. & I can't believe I'm posting it up. Cause I'm all in sweat. LOL.

& erm. YAY. haha! :/

'neways, I've been meeting my babe like super often these days luh ! (:

JIAYI wrote at

2:00 AM

When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind.
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it.
When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who ... kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

I received this email from Yi Henggggy. So sweet ! awwwww. ((:

JIAYI wrote at

12:20 AM

okay,
IAC is making me worried.
COMT is making me worried
MESW is making me worried.
MEV is making me worried
EMAT is making me worried.
EM3B is making me worried.

Jiayi is going through what I call.. the "worrying" syndrome of life.
Right.
2 tests + 1 project due next week.
Not good.
+ its still bothering me.
why did i even try.
okay, nvm.
i feel really uncomfortable now.
& no one to comfort me.
sobs.
i hope i'll be better after a night's rest.
bye people.
alright, no wait.
chatting with someone (someone as in someone literally, not like a specific person) just made me happier.
:D yay.
to cheer me up : you just have to crap with me, talk to me.
but not over the thing i'm concern with!
.. why do you always like to run away from it. i ain't no likey. AIN'T NO LIKEY !

i know you tried.......... i know you did.
i'm just learning to be contented.
because its never enough.

JIAYI wrote at

11:07 PM

i'm just thinking how long more do you think we can last ?
i'm just so tired of trying to change my negative mindset.
why is it that you can't just do something about it.
something to make this relationship a better, happier one.
i'm just so tired.
you're stressed. so am i.
i just can't help thinking... what more can i do.
i just don't understand why am i the one who is making more effort than you do.
maybe you did, i just don't know.
but you think about it too...
when was it you last sms-ed me to just "chat".
its the small actions that make a difference too ?
too many things going on.
i just can't care anymore.
it takes 2 hands to clap.

JIAYI wrote at

11:34 PM

Alright, I am soooo sorry for this post because I've got like A LOT of food craves, probably because I've been deprieving myself of ~~good~~ food. ): So I've gotta start looking at pictures to satisfy my crave. LOL. :/

Lamb chop from Swenson'sssssssss!

I miss pasta la ! & this is one of dad's dish. OMG. ):

Some ass was having KFC behind me today, & the smell kept heading towards jy's nose ! ):
& I was having my bread meals today okay.

Seafood Platter from Manhattan ! OHMY. *Mr.Stomach is starting to rumble*

PASTA ! ): From Pasta de Waraku. YUMMY. ):

I've been dyingggggg for this for monthhhhhhhhhs. ):

& I miss Popeyes ! & Popeyes reminds me of work. I miss work ! ):

Dad's Kebabbbbbbbbsssssss! ): Absolute yummyness.

Okay, I'm done.

*Rumble rumble rumble* Oops.

I found some random photos in my phoneeee.

I think Irshad took this while we were at NP@45 booth la !

This too !

Autocad = drawing lesson. LOL ! :/

Sweetie & me, yesterday !

(: I love her.

Alrighty, thats all for photos now.

Anyways, I reached home like almost 12 yesterday luh. Was studying with darling @ J8 Coffeebean. & we had the Largeeeee Ice blended. I had the Ultimate & she had Mocha. Can you imagine, what time I fell asleep last night ?! With all that caffeine.

Robinsons peep went out todayyyyyy. ): But I had to do German elearning as well as COMT research. I miss work friends ! They rock.

getting used to it. but i can choose to do what i can too. i'm afraid i might just give up one day. listen to me, anyone ?

JIAYI wrote at

12:46 PM

I decided to stay home. (:
But I'm meeting bestie later at J8 to erm, "study"?
YAY. ((:

I want to go shopping uhhhh. I hate burnt weekends. But this week, I'll have to dedicate some time to IAC. Its going to finish soon. & I had better endureeeeeeeeee ! Roars.

May I have a nice weekend next week.
Ohno wait, I won't have a nice weekend next week because I'll be preparing for ME Sports Week. OKAY. Damn.

'neways, misunderstanding cleared ! ahahahahaha ! :D

Okay, I better hurry off to bathe before I'm late to meet sweetie. EEEEEE! haha! (:

JIAYI wrote at

4:47 PM

Right. Been a busy week.
Gymed today at Alumni !
Am happy because the weighing scale told me something. (:
But I think I'm getting bigger leg muscles ):
I don't mind my arms, but not legs ! NOT LEGS !

I hate skipping lessons seriously, I feel so lost now about IAC & COMT. Damn. No more skipping lessons la !

Anyways, I'm thinking whether should I head to SP to find darling & maybe marcus tomorrow. But thn uhhhhh. If SP cannot use internet then I'm as good as dead. HAHA. & I'm also thinking whether should I get a gooooooooood rest at home tomorrow. Not often that I can get days off leh ! Somemore nowadays soooooo busy. :/

Yup, okay, shall hit the sack NOW. bye people !

JIAYI wrote at

10:58 PM

AHHHH. I skipped lessons today again. Veryyyyyy bad. & today was project management which would mean I need to spend hours trying to figure things out myself. ): Right, & I have 2 emails for low attendance. Anyways, went to this National Youth Leaders Day thing at NPCC today. Many TDP fellowmates went, & so I hanged around with Glenn, Edna & Nisha. Thomas joined later on. OH. Right. & Thomas is from my course. & he's a all sem 4.0 pointerrrrrrrr! & he takes German too ! Woooooooo. He's like my role model nowwwww ! HAHA. ((:

How is time going to make a difference, when things are already like the way it is. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

when someone skinnier than you comments that you're not fat, it is an INSULT.
when someone skinnier than you says he/she is fat, it is a DOUBLE INSULT.
when someone skinnier than you says he/she has fat thighs, it is a TRIPLE INSULT.

I SHALL GYM TOMORROW. NO EXCUSEs.
VERY BUSY THIS WEEK. SCREWed.

JIAYI wrote at

9:32 PM

my left hand feels so nua.
i bet its going to die from muscle degeneration tmr.
haha. but i love it.
satisfaction feeling. (:
marcus gyming methods rock. (:
hahahahahahahaha.

okay, ive been back from gym for almost 2 hours now, but i haven't bathed ! ohmygawd uh.
i shall go nowwwwwwwwww.

no more close contacts ! no more too many talk & interactions = no problems ! :D

Okay, bath time ! BYE people.

JIAYI wrote at

11:58 PM

Realise there has been a food photos drought ? (: HERE GOES.

Hairy crabs which was flownnnnnn from Shanghai with Papa. :D
Sadly....... I only had ONE this year ! ): !

Anyways, dad cooked tonight ! Yup, after soooo long. (Explains the drought, doesn't it!) HAHAHA.

Salad ! Looks yummylicious, yes ? :D

Chicken chicken ! (((((: It was yummmmy.

And what lies inside the chicken ? BAKED POTATOES w. Apricots, etc.

Baked potatoes which cldn't fit into the chick-kennnn.

Hanged chicken. Drying in process.

From a different point of view.

Anyways, I think I did something reallyyyyy stupid today. Papa asked me to cut the raffia string & tie a dead knot to the ends. & I tied a dead knot at each end. Instead of the loop which he wanted to hang teh chickennnn. & he was laughing at me. -.-

Okay, time to hit the sack. BYE !

I'm starting to love you more, but why is it, I'm getting more uncertain. ): Ha, I love you baby.

JIAYI wrote at

11:10 PM